spent the weekend driving up the coast to eureka, california. breakfast in eureka, lunch in some cute little town, and dinner in san francisco. it was super cute. pictures shall be posted sooner or later.
so i’m just going to assume i didn’t make it into asb because of my grades.. not even going to check the list tomorrow.
i feel like a complete failure as a human. my grades are a reflection of me and they’re so poor. i know what i want in life and it seems so close; so naturally instead of working hard for it.. i’m just waiting for that time to catch up to me and make me happy. there’s so little time until school is up so.. i pretty much wasted a whole year. can i magically turn myself into someone who’s not a complete fuck up?
interview for ASB tomorrow. i feel like i’m not going to make it. i feel all bummed. need this feeling to go away.
i’m pretty sure my gpa is too low. i shouldn’t get my hopes up.
on the brightside, my sports banquet today made me feel like shit. joy. i only got the athletic award, but nothing cool. it was kinda annoying.
